Anxiety and excitement all wrapped up in one package....

So it's official. I graduate Bosma on May 31st. I am all in one anxious yet excited. Anxious becuase the routine I have had the past almost 4 months is about to change and excited because I am so ready for this next chapter of my life to begin. I will have my family meal (this is where I along with my PM instructor plan a meal that I will choose, go grocery shopping for, prepare and serve to my family) on the 15th then just a few short weeks later my program will be complete. The anxiety of this thought can be so overwhelming at times. And then in the next moment I get excited. We have found a place that we will be able to call home here in Indy at the end of the month, I have applied to Ivy Tech, summited my FAFSA, and I have made a new friend (T)! Things are falling into place and for once I feel like I can breathe. Really breathe. God has provided me with so many oppurtunities and blessing this year that I am just in awe of his awesomeness. Someting has clicked in my mind. I will be ok, I am going to be okay. One day at a time but I will be ok. I have learned to handle my stress and anxiety to the best of my ability and I have such a great support system. I am waiting for that moment where the excitement will overshadow the anxiety of change. I know what I want to do with my life now. Anything is possible! I am ready to conquer. I will conquer!